I guess I'm in a deep mood tonight...

I'm on the topic of hopes and dreams. 
It's funny to me how you can want something so incredibly bad, and just because you want it with every fiber of your being, doesn't mean that it's actually going to happen.  Why would we be instilled with this burning desire, and want for a specific thing if there was no hope of us actually obtaining said desire?
It almost seems like cruel and unusual punishment.

"HA! You're going to feel this burning hope, as I laugh at you while your body, mind, and soul churns with the thought of actually obtaining this want. Mwa hahaaa."

Torture I'm telling you.
Complete, and utter torture.

Someone should pay for this. It's not quite fair...

Now this type of situation can pertain to anything in life, not exclusively to the subject that it applies to in mine.
It can apply to school, grades, family life, occupation, or lack there of, relationships, or again, the lack there of, and life in general.
I know what subject it pertains to in my life...
What does it apply to in yours?

If you are fortunate enough to be without this hindering aspect to life, then bravo.
Us who are sitting staring off into the imaginary world where we have obtained said desire, are only too happy to let you feel what we are feeling.

Let us know how it works out for you...

So today has been a great day so far...

We've been sitting around all day watching all three Lord of the Rings movies...
I mean how much better can that get?  It wont be over until like 10 pm. haha.
What else are snow days for though right?

I was like crazy obsessed with Lord of the Rings way back when. It's rediculous how obsessed I was. Like I freakin was in love with Elijah Wood. I seriously thought him and I were going to get married. He was like my "soul mate" at the time, haha.
Sad...

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So the great thing about Xanga is that it's totally opposite from Facebook.  I mean on Facebook you dont talk about your life and what you did that day. You just talk back and forth on walls and junk. Which is awesome. I'm totally addicted to Facebook so dont get me wrong.
But Xanga is definitely going to make a comeback!